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Sunday, February 28, 2010
hi

somehow my blog is workingg!!
miracle!
shall update about my lifeee
hahah feel like typing
work has been fun!!!
seriouslyy busyyy just the way i like it!!
other than the wedges so slippery almost drop!
pple there are friendly
other than its tiring standing
yeah!! got cotton on cheap dealss xoxo
thennn yeah!! im doing well
moving on!! finally!
i got the bicc for a week!!
freaking excited man!!
planning on peirce resevoir and many others!!
tuessss when im free!!
tmr is work before 2 days break!!
miss all my friends man!!
to all my friends starting tmr aja aja fighting man!!
am gonna get some $$$$!!!
no more broke kid
and what elseee
wish theres no itp so i can enjoy my hols man!!
so much is planned yet so little time
sad pancakes man!
S!!! be stronggg!! you can do it
time healss xoxo u all the way!!
oh yeah and excited for escape theme parks
the thrill rides wheeee
bye for now
korean drama mama!

5:48 AM

Tuesday, February 9, 2010
heyy!

im here to rant abt how its so unfairrrr!!
that vvv always gets to see cute boy
and i dont boohoo CUTEZ BOYZ 101!!!!
cheezzzeburgerzzz cant believe it
i went gaga too thanks to u
then!..... i had one extremely salty panty
extreme and i went back to my mc spicy!!!

i wanna see cute boy just onceeee
agrhhh my headd is spining

i feel so over the place
cnyyyy pls some though it wont be like really work free
but atleast got family reunion! see my cousinszzzz
be a kid again!
the whole atmosphere yeah!
and most impt THE FOODDD
cooked by gorgeously awesome cooks
though i guess my cny wont be that exciting now without my chou chou
buttt stillll its one awesome festival with family!!!
and my 2 bodyguards might be coming!!

hey and auntiesss,v and all! lets plan one cny gathering too!!
we shall just feast and yank like what we do best
and maybe to one no epic failll choco fondue!!! haha

alright back to work bethleenn!!!! you have to do it
everything is on the line

and just 1 more thing its deja vu!
soon in june just like last june
im heading back to where i belong the sea!!!!
haha i belong to the sea!
i rme go the places u wanted to go
mexico to eat jumping beans btw what in the world is that
as i think abt it it reminds me of V!! hahah and her voice that will go jumping beans???
just like cabinet??? cubicle???
hahaha actuallyyy i realise something life can be so interesting and funny to e max
justtt that the pain we go through and sadness wellows us!! it brings us downnn all the way
so why not we just rmb the happy stuff
ahhhh my head ok i better faster do my work so that the com radiation can some hurting my head
and one more thing!!
i need sleep ok bye!!
i cant wait to buy materials later HAHA!!!

7:47 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010
where am i

i can just feel how totally different we are
and theres so much i regret saying
words hurt
but yet you are such an awesome individual i can nvr
see myself distancing away from you

you know the whirlwind of thoughts blow my mind
im just at the point of giving up
but the word choices keeps popping up
and my mum
and finally i cant disappoint myself

can't life just be easy
nope easy shoudn't be even in a dictionary

sadness floods journey
tmr is gonna be a better day

dear lord
i pray tmr will be a good day i can bring myself to smile
day by day i feel i have lost myself to the world
and its just so tough to be sane
and more so human.
im thankful for my mum's upmost love for me.

i really wonder what the future would be?
would i be a happy person in the future
would the pple i love and treasure still be here right by me
it all boils down to choices

2:29 AM

LE BAMBINA
hey there i'm bethleen.

in the wondering world i will continue to explore and although it will suck me dry i will beam no matter what.

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