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Sunday, February 7, 2010

where am i

i can just feel how totally different we are
and theres so much i regret saying
words hurt
but yet you are such an awesome individual i can nvr
see myself distancing away from you

you know the whirlwind of thoughts blow my mind
im just at the point of giving up
but the word choices keeps popping up
and my mum
and finally i cant disappoint myself

can't life just be easy
nope easy shoudn't be even in a dictionary

sadness floods journey
tmr is gonna be a better day

dear lord
i pray tmr will be a good day i can bring myself to smile
day by day i feel i have lost myself to the world
and its just so tough to be sane
and more so human.
im thankful for my mum's upmost love for me.

i really wonder what the future would be?
would i be a happy person in the future
would the pple i love and treasure still be here right by me
it all boils down to choices

2:29 AM