Thursday, September 30, 2010

sometimes i wonder how long more can i take it
maybe not that long haha
anyway i wish i could travel its the hols so wanna wanna travel
kinda regretted not enjoying my hol to msia haha cause now i crave to travel
super duper badly!!
life has been mundane
running around workk
gg out, family yeah nothing much
and yeah falling sick!!! with the irritating fever and all
to spoil my hols!
my saving plan is right on trackk hehe!!!!
and my weight is back at the fortiess
whoppy whop whop!
so freaking happy dee dee dop!!
hmmm i pray my hols will be more exciting haha
yeah dont know how just hope got some spice to it hehe!!
byebyeee!!


it felt nice that mum was home since thurs to sat and ofcourse sun yet to come! weekends mah!
only if mum didnt have to work then! i think i will be stay home kid!
like in sec sch! got hang out with friends but love to go home too!
got bro and mum! noisssy and can chit chat and more focus haha!

today jogged w mum!
i brought a dress from the usual shop!quite some time since i bought clothes
2 plus weeks or 3weeks haha!
love the dress!
homed! search for fyp stuff
mum talk to me phycho-ing me to giv her small hamy!
awwww love my mum to bits
headed to noven square! the place i work haha
new urban male cause got 50% off i got news slippss!!
then to eat ayam penyet yummm!!
and grocerry shopping hehe so long since i went out w my parents!
and esp grocerry shopping! its nice can buy stuff and parents pay
but ofcourse not cause parents pay more of the fun!!
bought bak kwa too!
and homeddd cause my sick bro home alone awww!!!
tmr meeting ht yippey! haha!

im in loveeeee with my dress feel so happy!!! buying pretty clothes make me happy!
was eyeing on the pocket tee but er i think ex and matured ah! HAHA


i cant seem to write like how i wish i could!
i used to write abt my days!! but aiyoh nowadays im just rambling
im getting older and complaining more hehe!
everything has been changing so much around me
its so i dont know how to explain haha
i wish i can pack my bags now and just travel ard go ard
do whatever i want soak up just abt anything i see
and mum just asked me to go on a trip w her afew days ago
i say hong kong! haha! butttt i need $$$ so im really really trying to save up
but i dont wanna work too much either cause i wanna enjoy my hols! hehe
so i got a saving plan!
and i got a dieting plan! like finally

then again life too short! have to live it to the fullest!!
beth is gonna try to be nice and just stuck it up!!!! everything will fall into place
if you give it try or not u will always be stuck and asking urself why am i stuck
hehehehe!!


sometimes in our little corner
we wish we could just tell the person how we felt
our dissapointment even if its for the slightest little thing
down there in our heart we feel the crack
but just how sometimes we rather not say
its safer that way only the person hearing it will
feel dissapointed less pple sad will be a better thing
always have to tell urself keep stuff to urself will only bring u harm
but sometimes theres just no way u can bring urself to say it
the phases we have to all go through sometimes just sucks
always hope tmr will be better

hey there i'm bethleen.

in the wondering world i will continue to explore and although it will suck me dry i will beam no matter what.

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