Tuesday, January 26, 2010

sometimes when life gets tough
its just too fast till you dont have the time to regret
to treasure
then people start leaving
dearest of the dear
you dont understand why must it happen but it still does
new ones come along
thats part and parcel of life
i might be still waiting since its only been like day3/4
but aint it sad
what used to be habit
forced it to be a habit now driftss
never felt secured with you
now it seems its testing all over again
sometimes i wish life could be as simple as it was in pl
study, recess maybe some drama for either talking/eating/late for class/caught for uniform days like these haha then deciding where to hang out j8 or heartland mall.
head home study abit, watch drama shows and off to sleeping beauty mode
haha those were my sec sch days
no boyzz problems no nothing
haha innocent crazyy go girls drama
nothing emo nothing nothing
cry maybe over stress in sch
occasional crushes just for fun nothing serious

now its different maybe i just learned new things at an older age
got heart broken older haha
found out new things just older
i like my life thats for sure
just that sec sch was much simplier much like what i liked

we now live so much so different lives
im so happy for my friends just that i miss them so much
they are so far away

rennu is awaiting good news from tp
shams will be heading to msia for 3 yrs):
jo is in ngee ann
cassandra is working
jeanne in laselle
stef is working too
and me in sp
our dreams our hopes our aspirations in sec sch
so innocent dreams girl in blue uniforms and white belts
yanking abt what we wanna be

rennu wanted to be a phychologist
shams wanted to be a physicol therapist
stef wanted to be a singer and teacher
jo she was thinking of maths teacher
jeanne wanted to be graphic designer
cassandra wanted to be a consellor
and i, i rmbed asking them if i was funny? was i cut out to be a comedian
haha funny but that was true haha

when i grow up.....
seems like im almost all grown up
gonna be 20 this year

with so many insecurities and all my up and down moods for the start of 2010
no matter what i await this yr haha its abit late for a hello 2010
nah didnt think i'll write so much but
yeah to sum it up i just wish life was simplier
so much more
so much so i wish i could just go home after sch everyday with nothing in my mind
i dont have to think abt anything
just do what im passionate abt
doest passion keep u going?

dear lord i pray that i will not lose anyone dear to me
i will excel and make wisomable decisions
and lastly i will let u go
amen

go create memories that will last because its time to let go the old ones

hey there i'm bethleen.

in the wondering world i will continue to explore and although it will suck me dry i will beam no matter what.

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