Thursday, May 28, 2009

if only we could say whatever we felt
if only we didnt have to hide any secrets
if only our friendship was stronger
if only the word stress didnt exist
if only the laughters we had lasted
if only we could read each other's minds
if only you felt the same way
if only i could stop asking
if only i would like everyone
if only i knew what you were thinking
if only yes all the ifs
without them life would be prefect hmmm is that what we want
then wont life be too easy
maybe cause i treasure it too much losing this f/s is just
theses ahhhhhh days comes thanks to the period
or has this been brewing all along just that theres nothing we want to do
or been too caught up with the whatnots
have i really been too caught up till i dont see the damage

i dont know what to do anymore
the shepard guides the lost sheep
O' Lord i need you

like what C said saying alil sorry wont kill
where are you C i miss you


i can't wait for june
the adrenaline adventure i always look forward to
staying in the sea for hrs and hrs never getting sick of it
getting tan yes!!! i'm getting paler and thats not good at all
fishes, corals water rafting!!! and something else i cant rmb
it all spells as loads of fun

so to get myself motivated!! just think about that trip
and it will start me to do work

i can't wait for fri and sat to zomg by
because its a fresh start yet again good or bad
i don't know

All i know is that from may1st to may17
were actually days i felt so happy like really
i mean i was just so happy
undescribable memories that i can't erase
how 1 sentence can change everything
and tear down everything like everything
you know i actually treasured every single bit of it

Lord set me free from all this
i know god always has plans for me
THANK YOU

crs here i come

and i tryying my best to talk softer hehe!!
talking loudly is in my fam's blood. reallyyyy


Dear Lord

I want so much to be craddled in your arms
to be in your warmth embrace because you love me
more than anything in the world
i know you are always watching and protecting me
THANK YOU LORD

p/s sorry for being so whiny i will stop it.


i'm glad today is over
i wonder when would i be good in those stuff

insecurities creep in i wonder why
how can i feel that way

bring me back to those sec sch days
after sch=hang out at j8 lunch and jokes of a million
sch=lotsa crazy fun wacky memories
and just awhole lot that i rmb

i have to keep saying i am cut out for this
although my mind loves to play those mind games


Happy Birthday EE Tiean

you are legally 18!!! so old ah juz kidding
love you always more awesome times to come
with more huhs? coming from you
hope you enjoyed yesterday next year will be better for sure

i wanna post pics but......


im craving for shi lin chicken andddd! tom yum soup
ahhh loong make for me tom yum soup now
with lotsa prawns squids butter mushrooms
and shiok soup base i juz tempting myself sia
anddd i will eat you ,shilin tmr
HAHAHAHAH
bye i will be a better someboday tmr


im just too attached that its so hard
where has all my independence gone too
pretty excited for class gathering actually!!!
at least its at bishan no westy area hahah
familar faces familar company

my wardrobe is giving me daily headaches
and im having some color malfunctioning too
so letz see
bye sch here i come


i enjoy your company whats your take?
maybe i just found the right one
yeah bring it on

dinner with loads of chilli=shiok
but im so sleepy so how now brown cow
sleeping with a full tummy=unhealthy haha

Lord i'm so thankful you took away all that feeling
and placed into it indescribable bliss

everything happens for a reason
chocolate ah chocolate you give a big headache!


surrealism is taking its toll on me
ha rminds me of dada hti.i missed all that philsophy stuff
faris come back to teach us pretty please ha.

i don't know why but i was so glad yesterday
the minute i stepped into the hse
my dad say yay you are back can have dinner now
oh family dinners=joy

i'm so addicted to diaso shop it doesnt seem to shop
but really mini japan=cheap so buy alot more hehe

i think i need to be abit more spontaneous cause i can forsee
if i don't start treasuring it now it will gone
and that bond will stray too far to patch back
but i just feel so drained well well i want to go on a holiday
i can wait for june but for now just got to be nice
goodbye all the pissy cells in me

bye a proper post when life gets more interesting
isnt it already just that ha.


be yourself or
even better

a gift from heaven you are
what should i do

hey there i'm bethleen.

in the wondering world i will continue to explore and although it will suck me dry i will beam no matter what.

yanling ee tiean siew teng keira cheng wen yusri jing yuan sophia hidayat

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