Saturday, March 28, 2009

you are charming
its so hardhardhardhardhard
the truth can be so cruel
yet we got to move on and smile when inside we are crying
lifeohlife it aint easy but i'm gonna try


i'm craving for carefour's chocolate icecream its the bomb i tell you
even better that hagen das really no bluffing.it makes me melt like
cheese on a melt KEKEKKE i love to use tt phrase
anywayyyyy
i'm working for 1 more weekkkk.can't believe it
its ending so fast 5 weeks gone cool cause tt equates to 5 weeks of hols gone too
GEEEEE.but i'm glad cause i learnt so much and so much i wanna say
i will miss them,you know its that kinda joy,meaning new pple and all
getting to know, however i've learnt tt sometimes it can turn out bad too
that a side i feel i got to know myself more
in a really weird quirkshy way its hard to come in terms with it
my bro's out for camp today and my parents got some church thing soooo
i got the whole hse to myself i miss them it ain't any fun with no one to talk to

hey mates hope you guys are enjoying your hol
you know somehow i just like the first day of sch though the unimaginable might happen
its that surge of excitement .but i'm enjoying the hols totally
its seems as if i'm making more and more mistakes
never knew it could be this complicated
but anyway we learn from mistakes
juz so you know i'm sorry i was not playing with you
its nothing of that sort
great week matess i'm missing pple


next week would most probably be my last week of work
hmmm can't believe it almost a month of work!
i'll definitely miss all of them.they were really nice
it made me smile like tt kinda excitement
didn't have the dragging feeling although it can sometimes be tiring
but i'm thankful to have got to know the pple mann
they are nicenicenice!!
data entry, shredding paper and getting so facinated by it
i had to shred my own baptisim slip.sad case mannn
sharpening pencils hehehe.tearing envelopes, photocopying
and i realise for the first type i could read instructionsss and not panick at the disco
hehehe.miracle man, and cutting lots of boxes and tying strings
gonna miss doing all those stuff.its finding joy in the mundane
that makes this a totally unforgetable working exp!

this week has been hmmm i don't know surprising.
ohhh this bus 13 driver made me smile like i'm so touched by his actions
he will wait for pple who are running for the bus and the longer he waits
the more pple run for the bus and he will patiently wait and will signal to them not to worry
he won't leave without them.and the pple will spring out a wide smile and him
you know smiling in the morning makes your day man
its the lil stuff like this that pple do tt just make you so happy
i hope i get to sit his bus everyday so i can smile everyday!!!
this week has been very tiring i'm lacking in sleep for idk what reason 6hrs of sleep a day
is not enough for me hehehe i adore sleeping.totally.

i've learnt this week that whatever is meant to be urs
will be yours.only time will tell
if you are patient you will reap.
so bethleen patiences reaps.hehehe
i need that reminder.losing it is geeee idk
i feel like i'm losing myself
nahnahanhanah.
next will be better i hope lord!
thanks for friends man>>)


i was in town today and bumped into my primary sch friend
hmmm i sound old man nahnahnah i still studying heheheh
comforting myself man
yeah anyway then it reminded me of my primary sch days
i flooded my friends with kisses!!!!
hahhaha i'm strange yesss maybe that was the way i expressed myself
to the people i like not in that loveydovey way but in that treasuring mode
and all my friends got used to me
can't remember when i stopped kissing them though
but i can remember kissing many of them
none of which i keep in contact with sad man! almost all of them didn't
stufy at pl sec.smarties i tell you.i miss them random man
but i can still rmb all the fun we had geniune naive fun
quarrelling with my partner priscilla!! who i loved to annoy but we will still hold hands
grudgingly and catherine my bestbestbest friend
i rmb how she was afriad to use the phone cause she thought it was a monster
i guess there will be a time i will bump into them cause s'pores small
and i bumped into 1 today. friends do have seasons toooo
the laughts the quarrels pure joy fun its real not faked out
anyway then alighting from the car to go home
the ice cream man was here
and i said the ice cream man is here
that child like squeal that happy beam that i had when i was a child
still exist age does not matter i guess cause you will always have
child like thoughts in you
then i remembered how when the ice-cream man came in his bike
to my tuition teachers hse, we would leave our hmworks aside
and run straight to him like instanteously
and one of us will go back into her hse
and my tuition teacher will give us money to buyyy!
so sweet of herrrr, sadly how our friendship has ended
hmmm its the unexpectedness of such stuff that make life kinda sad
but that aside!!!! all will be fine
so anyway for now i'm trying my best to enjoy all the mundane that i am doing
i'm trying really mann i'm sick of kuehs alr, but milo is still the bombb
shall hunt for other snackss.eat in moderation ahhh bethleen kwek!!hahaha

i'm actually kinda afriad abt nxt week yaaaa that day
i know i got to be prepared but then again i don't want to dissapoint them
they have really been extremely supportive.
keeping motivated is what i need because all these will only make you me stronger
i can do itttttttttttt!!!
i'm gald i 've moved on too
nolonger that baggage that used to pull me down
i'll move along with the wind
friends?yesyesyes and i want to remain like that
its awesome.shave bald hahahha i feel like laughing
opps i'm being mean hehehe.nah you are the best man
what a long post and i enjoy it,maybe i should juz blog once a week
great week ahead yo


i'm pretty much enjoying my days at work
with gwen and our kuehs with milo and creamer
yanking juz about anything under the sun its great
juz another turning point in my life
wondering what would i be when i have to enter working life
permertantly wow that actually scares me.
when we are free for awhile we get so restless and self entertainment is our resort
so a deskbound job for me,maybe not but then again
whatever happens who knows.only god!!!!
talking about how much we miss pl
brings make all the sweet memories.stef rennu shams!!!we gotgotgot to meet up soon
hmmm i wonder hows jeanne doing in laselle,muzz ask her man
i was juz thinking and i wanna be a tour guide
cuzzz i get to travel ard the world which is my dream mann
i needneedneed to bagpack its a mustdo in my list
i wannna be a fashion merchandiser
thats my dreamm,drool over juz thinking about it
hmmm i wanna learn to saw my clothes,people buying it
beam with joy and sream success
i wanna be a writer,my thoughts are everywhere 1 min thinking abt this
and the next minute another thing
its crazyyy but i amaze myself i think!
i wanna own my very own boutique
andd sip tea with coffee and yank away with customers HAHAH
i realiseing moremore about myself now
since life is not much of a rush
its the slowness that i adore
i get to be more mesmerize in my thoughts
how would year2 be like, the rushness and all that xxxx idk
can't even imagine man
buttt year1 has been great8888 i muz say
thats so much contained in my pea brain alll that i hold dearly
and would love to tell my kids all the funnyfunny exps
ohman i can't wait to have kids!realllyyreally
i was telling gwen how i wished when i was a kid i had a twin sis!
so we came up with imaginery twin sis for ourselves!!!
i want to have twinnnnss then i can doll them up with pretty sweet dresses!
i juz can't wait
wowwww gee what a long post
my thoughts could not stop flowing
oh howww i love the slowness with not much worries
juz enjoying everything bit by bit.
next will be good,i 'm really waiting for that
when will i finally move on.
god please help me..
great weekooo bobosss.
xoxo.B

hey there i'm bethleen.

in the wondering world i will continue to explore and although it will suck me dry i will beam no matter what.

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